♥ who's to say?

i say im over you
but am i over us?
i say iv'e moved on
but is there a chance im still holding on?

i say im better off without you
but is there a place in me,
where your kisses linger?
your fingerprints rest?
where your whisphers softly echo?

i found myself asking all these questions
these questions that were contradicting my statements

i mean i was completely fine until we started 2reminise
about the air quote "good ol days"
...memories we shared began to fill my head
making me realize how much i missed you&i
why must i love you after everything you've done?
rain drops formed and began to pour from my eyes

&suddenly i felt all these feelings that i once had
come rushing back
along with the love and the hate
the joy and the pain

it makes me wonder
wonder about giving us another chance
but who's to say you won't hurt me again?
who's to say you won't keep lying?
playing these child like games?

these feelings came back so fast
did i really lose them? or were they
just locked away?
in a place where only of you remain

so now i have to admit
when i say im over you,im not over us
when i say iv'e moved on,im still holding on
your kisses linger
your finger prints rest
& still i hear the echos of you whispering those
three words