CUDI ZONE

cudi is the truth&the truth is essential to lyfe.so cudi is lyfe.l0l
now thats lyfe according to LaDawn

yay! =)

Shihan Van Clief,my fav poet has been nominated to be nominated for a grammy!.thats so exciting.i hope he gets it

"its in the reserection of second guessing that will have you falling face first in love with a fear of the unknown"this line just speaks to me

Jimmy Choo Autumn,Winter 09collection

History of Jimmy Choo
Jimmy Choo was launched in 1996 when Tamara Mellon, Accessories Editor at British Vogue realised the potential demand for stylish but wearable shoes and approached Mr Jimmy Choo, the couture shoe maker based in the East End of London, recognized for his excellent craftsmanship. Tamara partnered with Mr Jimmy Choo to start the ready-to-wear shoe company and opened the first stand alone boutique on Motcomb Street, London along with a strong wholesale business.

In 1998, Jimmy Choo opened its first boutique in New York followed by Los Angeles in 1999. Sparking an immediate success amongst young Hollywood, Jimmy Choo became synonymous with the “red carpet” shoe of choice and was hailed the lucky charm for Oscar winners such as Cate Blanchett, Halle Berry, Hilary Swank and many other Hollywood actresses.

Black Roses

Can you turn my black roses red?
So lively and vibrant, glistening with happiness
Like they use to be

Instead of colorless
No soul &heartless
This state of black rose
Brings me misery

So I ask you
Can you turn my black roses red?
As I lay looking upon the stars
-in the still of the night,
I ponder on this one question
the question that you can only answer

-but before I ask you
I must ask myself…
Do I deserve to shine again,
making the night bright-sparkling in the sky

Will my roses stay red?
or will you damage them
more,
keeping them black-
until another comes along…
to put me through this again

Considering these thoughts
I must change my question…
-with you, will my roses stay black,
or will you bring them life….again?

♥ who's to say?

i say im over you
but am i over us?
i say iv'e moved on
but is there a chance im still holding on?

i say im better off without you
but is there a place in me,
where your kisses linger?
your fingerprints rest?
where your whisphers softly echo?

i found myself asking all these questions
these questions that were contradicting my statements

i mean i was completely fine until we started 2reminise
about the air quote "good ol days"
...memories we shared began to fill my head
making me realize how much i missed you&i
why must i love you after everything you've done?
rain drops formed and began to pour from my eyes

&suddenly i felt all these feelings that i once had
come rushing back
along with the love and the hate
the joy and the pain

it makes me wonder
wonder about giving us another chance
but who's to say you won't hurt me again?
who's to say you won't keep lying?
playing these child like games?

these feelings came back so fast
did i really lose them? or were they
just locked away?
in a place where only of you remain

so now i have to admit
when i say im over you,im not over us
when i say iv'e moved on,im still holding on
your kisses linger
your finger prints rest
& still i hear the echos of you whispering those
three words

shihan--my favorite def.poet